Today I have arranged to meet a guy who I found on the Internet dating site. He sounds wonderful when chatting online. He is almost 5 years younger than me, but I am not letting that worry me. Meeting someone in person, that is the hard part. This is someone that no one that I know, knows. So it's a huge gamble. I am just so hoping that I can actually be attracted to someone who is nice and caring and that I am hot for. As I said to my hairstylist friend yesterday, say a prayer for me (I am not even religious just desperate), please make me want to bang this guy. Not right away of course, but please make me think that I might even a little want to bang this guy. The weird thing about it? He chooses to meet at my non relationship relationship guy's hangout. What are the odds? I had no valid excuse to say no to that spot after I went on and on about wanting a schnitzel. See I really badly need to move on. So everyone who reads this, religious or not, please pray for me that I want to bang this guy even just a little.
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So the date turned out okay. We met in a bakery and then went to dinner next door. He bought pumpernickle bread, a cherry strudel, a rye bread and a plum cake. He gets points for all of this. I bought my fav sunflower seed rye, cherry strudel and three giant pretzels. We had a nice dinner and the conversation went really well. Although I don't agree with his belief of Dutch soccer supremacy! As if, they have won how many World Cups? I think he actually enjoyed our differences of opinion; like me he grew up in a family that loves to debate. The high point of the conversation was when he told me how he handled one of his drivers calling him a fucking monkey. Which I thought was pretty funny, of all the things to call someone. As I sat across from him at dinner I vacilated back in forth between thinking this guy is kinda hot to, no he's not hot at all. At first I thought he really needs a haircut, that would do wonders for him. Later, when he played with it and swept it back behind his ears, I thought this hair looks sort of sexy on him. He was wearing a bad shirt. Which is no biggie; many guys just need a little fashion advice. So that's how it went. He sent me a text telling me what a good time he had before I even got home last night.
The strange thing is that last night I dreamt that he was in my house, but it wasn't my house now and that we had had sex. When I got up and went into the kitchen he had totally cleaned it. It was so clean that I worried I wouldn't find anything and that he had thrown out a lot of the old stuff. Although the kitchen part of the dream troubles me, the sex part was pretty good and for a second this morning I thought that maybe I did bang him last night. Which contributes to me thinking that I might want to bang him a little. So the well thoughts and prayers may have helped. Perhaps Oprah is right about the power of prayer.
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Hope I'm not too late to wish you well, and that this guy is great, you have a fabulous time, etc. Of course you have to let us know how it went.
Yes, detailed update. Did you want to bang this guy a little?
Great, I'm so glad that it turned out well...so, when is the next date?
I think it sounds good. If you had wanted to rip his clothes off immediately, that probably wouldn't have been good either. Imagine how great it will be if the more you get to know him, the more desireable you find him?
Perhaps cleaning up the kitchen and your anxious feeling is that things might be changing...patterns are changing? Oh hell, maybe you just feel out of control. Regardless, good sex dreams are the best to have so sweet dreams.
Where can I find a guy that will clean my kitchen?
Yes, that's how I know it was a dream. In reality I wouldn't have a guy that cleans my kitchen!
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